The truth about life has been centered around right or wrong, good or bad, nice or mean... direct opposite of two contrary subjects, which definitely brings us to one pointed question; is any of these the truth or are they just falasies and lies.
As a boy, i had always been hunted by a point of view that can be weighed as a heavy laden which reveals every moves to be taken to either be good or bad not just at the moment but in the long run. I am sorry to disappoint you that a heavy laden as this can only bear you into confusion and results to no good intent in the end ir allowed for too long.
I can to a point where i realized that the difference between good and bad are not of my own perspective of anyone else for that matter but in the end must be judged by the one who truly knows not the looks of our nature and the purpose of our actions.
When you were ask to allow the Lord carry your burden, we might each having varying nature of burden and as we continue to surrender each bit by bit, we come everyday continue to feel free till there is no burden left but the willingness to live right.
Burden are categorized in many ways the world might understand better but i will simply say there are just two forms of burdens relating to this verse we just described above. First is the burden i will call the burden of self, the other is nothing but an imposed burden from others.
Both burdens are controllable but many are carrying the most dangerous of all burdens, one you cannot escape from cause it is etched to your existence and embedded to your skin; the burden of self. It eats away your innocence, tears away your personality and ruin your awareness of who God says you are.
This burden can be sprung from a lot of negative qualities like regrets, fear, insignificance, irrelevance, insecurities, discrimination, and many more. They each do not spring of themselves but from an idea of awareness either from personal experience, or indoctrinations verbally or written.
We are all guilty of a good number of things in the world like the fact that we stay aware from people who do not measure up to our success because it is infectious to hang with nobodies, you most definitely will get infected like a disease labeled poverty; yet we act like we do not care but embedded inside of us is the signal alarm to be careful.
Cast all your shame to the Lord, your fear, your irrelevance and many of these things and see how they each will be unraveled in a clearer picture and awareness of its root cause as you proceed.
Dare to trust God with everything you bear, even the simpliest things like your desire for tobacco, your sexual urges, your insatiable rage for wealth, your irresistible want for power, and many more. According to the prophet of the book of ecclesiates, he mention that all is vanity that we seek as we figure it out in the long run and know that all thatnyou have ever called an idea or great advantage has been thought by a good number of many people who will always be as the world has always been; a repeated occurrence all over again.
Have a blessed day as you go down on hour knees asking for God's intervention in your life, so he could relieve you off that awesome burden of yours; if he could relief me from worse, he could relieve you from any thing you have ever ventured in Jesus name.